Been some timee

Havent been on this in a whilee. Well dont really have much time anymore either that or cause my internet never seems to work when theres something worth blogging about. Ive gone more to fb and twitter again. If this was earlier on  tonight I might have had some long rambled post but quite frankily I cba at this moment in time as im rather tierd and im going to bed quite soon. I just need a long think and need to get off this downwardd spiral i seem to have fell into recently. Anyways i think im guna see if i can find me and alix on the new ONO youtubee video. Nite.

Change

Erm....yeh thats about it. Change happens.

Ratherr Happyy :)

I have to say im rather happy right now. Im quite happy with the way things are turning out in my life. When I think back about a year ago I wasnt anywhere near as happy as I am now. So basicly this past week ive been to skeggness with alixandra and it may not sound like much but we manage to have the most amazing time each year, but I know Skegg is a whole post in its own so I will babble about that abit laters ;)

If that hasnt put  me in a good enough mood ive done rather well in my GCSEs. I was going to wait to open the envolpe myself when I got back but I wantedd to knoww so I got alixs mum to ring me. Bless her getting my results for me. Seven As, An A*, a B , a Distinction in ICT, A-C in my Alan tests  & im not sure about Cida but atm im not to fussed. Yepp propper little Geek me. Inerview for 6th form in a few days then I enrol so fingers crossedd :)

If that wasnt good enoughh, i got home to find this rather lovely package waiting for me :P

I was quite exstatic, a nice signed print & an album thats been on repeat since ive got it :)

If thats not enough, im going to be a bridesmadee since my sisters boyfriend proposed to her a few days ago :D. It was one of the sweetest things ive seen and im really happy for my sister she deserves someone nice after all she has been through and he is in my opinion a very decent guy.

So basicly......im happpy , happier than I can describee in some postt . :)

Adams Party Photoss

I said I would put some photos on a while back of Adams Fancy dress party so you could see what everyone look liked but I have never got round to it so I though i better do it now before my next post.

Everyonee.

Braveheart & a Geeky Paige :P

Linicare looking rather happy at jonnys shirlessness

I dont know.

The Legand, his mum, his girlfriend & his brotherr :P

Thank Youu Adamm :)

Adamss Partyy

After months of waiting it was finally Adams Partyy last nightt after randomly deciding to have a fancy dress party like months ago when we were still in school and quite a few weeks after his actuall birthdayy. All the planning that Adam wentt to bless him, organising the whole thing and spending so much money on a new steero, alcohol and food. Planning around everyones holidayy schedules so everyone could make it and even after that alixandraaaa wasnt able to come since her family decided to go on holiday last minute the week before we go to skegness! :(

Even though she was missed, it was still a rather good night :) The supercreww all dressed up :L We had japanese school boys, japanese school girls, batman, Robin, Braveheart, a ninja, a Thunderbirth who wanted to be a smirf, two geeks, , selvester the cat, a mad scientist and some little spidermans and darth vaders running around the garden. It was rather amusing :')  I decided to go in my kimono even though im not sure if i liked it lols. In fact this party was mainly a japanese dominated costume party :') There were a few others that werent really dressed up which was a shamee! :(  Fancyy dresss  PARTYY!! :L Ahh well hopefully there will be another one soon so we can all dress up again cause it was rather funn :)

Since my twin wasnt there Rickylee kept me companyy most of the night which was rather nice of him :) I cut myself on a bottle openerr cause im just that retarded :') ermm I laughed quite alot, especialy when linicare fell of a chair :') & luke painted his face and slapped on a ginger wig which suited in him in a wierd way :') Also quite comical seeing one of the wormleys drunk whilst the other one stayed soberr. Jonny somehow "lost" his shirt and was running around like a lunaticc. Not to mention everyone dancing to the party tunes Adam Hadfield style :')

So all in all it was a rather good night appart from the broken sink :( shame no one had the bottle to own up who had done it after Adams mum had gone to all the trouble :/  It was rather cold at night, bless luke tried to keep me warm with loads of layers but I was just so cold it made me cry :'( so Rickylee let me sleep in his tent bless him proper looks after me lols :)  I cant be bothered to upload any pictures cause im still rather tierd from lack of sleeps so I may do that another timee if i can be botheredd.

Sayonaraa :)

Besu

Today I also got painting, a design I original wanted to paint on my bedroom wall that I had desinged because well I thought it would look rather cool :D So I decided to test it out on a canvas first and I have to say im rather pleased with the result.Now wiether I just hang the canvas on my wall or actually paint it on my wall, well I suppose I will just have to see.   What you thinkk? lolss

If you look closely you can also notice some japanese lettering which means "besu" which is my name beth translated in Japanese. So as you can tell I have stuck to the japanese thing and so far it is coming on rather well, well according to rickylee anyways (:

One Night Only

Today hasn't been as excting as yesterday since ive stopped in the house but I feel its been rather productive.
I did some searching on the internets and found some tickets to go see one night only =D. So erm yeah a few facebook messages to alixandra and we've order tickets, so erm yeh im quite excitedd about that onee! ;P
Shame the tickets dont arrive a few weeks before the show but I also ordered there album so hopefully that will come sooner. Fingers Crossedd x

Tramlines 2010

So if you don't know, Tramlines is this little amazing free music festivle that was going on this weekend in Sheffield. Theres lots of venues around Sheffield where artists were playing and then some very big names on the main stage. This is where me and alix ended up yesterday. Since we were unable to go to a birthday party, her mum invited us to go with them to see their Sam who was playing in one of the venues. He drove us to sheffield, with gorillaz playing loudly through the cars speakings as he zoomed down the roads. Feeling like some kind of roadie or however it is spelt we helped  carry his equipment to a little pub called "The Lounge" to be told he was singing without his microphone and had to take it all back! lols. Even without the microphone and just using his guitar he was still brilliant, and I have to say is rather talented.

So yeh after this, I wasn't really expecting the amazing day we had. The main stage was only a few minutes away. Walking past the fences, we could hear the music but I never thought we would havee been able to get in. I just assume the people inside would have qued up for hours early that day and got tickets to get inside or something. Turns out we ended up in the que to get inside, and whilst we were debating that it would take hours to get in and should we leave or not, alixs mother got rather distracted by the bagginess of someone infront of us pants. It's okaie linda I don't understand the point of that style either :') Anyways, 10-15 minutes later we were in! I was shocked, it was so quick and at this point was rather excited.

We were quite far back but that god for alixandra needing the toliet :') Though she described the porty potty things as "disgusting, and one of the most horrific experiences of her life" we went for a walk around the area and found our way down infront of the main stage. I couldn't believe our luck!. I mean we had managed to get quite close. However thiss wasn't the hightlight of the day. The band One Night Only had just been playing and after shouting, "this is my message tone" to alix we were dancing aways to the next act when I spotted the lead singer down in a corner quite close to us. He was having photos with a few people. I think the adrenaline had taken over right now, think I quite like this whole festivle thing. Yeah anyways we got a hug and  photo from him :D

Me & Alix with George Craig :)

Sorry this is turning, into one long rambled post but I suppose thats because we did so much in just a short space of time and I cant truley express in words how much fun an excitment I had there. After meeting George Craig we got back in the crowd and ended up near the barriers at the front, which I think is rather an acomplishment for the day. We stayed there for hours and saw people like  Diagram of the heart, Gabrellia ( her last name excapes me,) , The Wanted, Lissie,  Dane Bowers, Craig David, Skepta,  and Proffesor Green.  So thinks im guna leave it at that because the rest of the other little memories from being in the crowd you problaby those "you have to be there" moments therefore it is quite pointless me writting about thems :')

Summing it up, Today was much better than i expected and loved every second of it. Maybe karma is finally paying me back, if you believe in that sort of thing lols. I deffinetly recommend Tramlines and hopefullys next year will be even bigger an better!

Sayonara! :)

One Night Only

The wanted

Skepta

                                                                 Proffessor Green

Alixandra

Yes, shes get her own post & thats becasue I honestly do not know where I would be without this woman. She is the most amazing friend I could have ever dreamed to have. She puts up with all my ranting when im upset about things and she doesnt moan or complain, she just listens and is there for me. She does a dam good job of cheerin me up to when im sat there questioning myself and everything. So now im sat here writting this as  I am giggling at our amusing little conversation on msn, and thinking maybe im not as bad a person as I was making myself out to be. Erm yeh thats pretty much all  I wanted to say in a nutshell, otherwise I could be here for hours but since its almost 2 in the morning, I dont have the concentraiton span to go into depth :')  Ahh and in just a few short hours I will be enjoying my weetoos...nom :P

Londonn Babyy 2010

So just got back from my second trip to Londonn, & the more I go the more I love it. I really didnt want to leave! Ive had such an amazing time, it been a great couple of days, so thank youu alixandraa for taking me withh you. I hopee skegg repayss yours and your familyss generosityy :P I love that cityy, so sadd to be home nows :(  Hopefully we can go again soon, we should takee our superrcreww. I love little trips like these cause I emjoy them so muuch and have such a good time with my amazingg best friendd :)

Once again this trip had some classic "stubbs and johnson" moments and lots of little memos. We got quite a few nice new items of clothes, got to love oxford street, even though it was a right trekk in the heat! lols :) We mastered the use of the underground system, im so proud :') And erm yeah im not going to bore you in too much detail...and ooo yeh i recomed a little resutrant called girrafe, food was delicous and I got to use chopsticks..yey :) One day i wil master them...will just have to convince my mother to buy somee.
Yep there was lots of funny moments, but you probably had to be there or know us to find it amusingg :')
I wouldn't mind going down south alot more often tbh, I love all the different culture if thats the right phrase lols. Lots of interesting  people. There was also lots of japanese people, and I hope that doesnt sound like im singling them out and offending them because im not, I just think their amazing. Which is whyy I now have rickyleee teaching me japanese and why I ran infront of a group of them and got alix to take me picture (:  We were also there the day when the final of the world cup was being played, so on our way back from our meal we ended up in a crowd of spanish people singing along with them for espania :) Ahh I rather enjoy traveling to lots of new places, think im deffinetly going to have to explore more places in the next few years.

A tribute

Okaie so I had a very good night last night, and despite recent events its quite uplifted me and was just the thing to get me back to myself. Chris through a little party/ camping thing and though me and alix didn't orriginaly intend to stop we were having such a good time that we changed our minds and good old ricky lee offered to let us share his tent bless him.  And Adam Hadfield with his dance moves were halarious, proper had me on the floor laughing to his version to the cheesy party songs and the musicall entertainment provided by the sweet robyn natress At first i was just going to blog about the adventures of our night but then It was more than that to me. Instead of just posting about some of the crazy shit we did that night  i deiccided I just wanted to dedicate a post to the supercrew. I know this may sound cheesy but I love my friends so much. There the most amazing people I have ever had the privalage to meet. There all amazing in there own specail way. That night just really made the appreciate them even more as I felt I grew abit close to alot of people and a little heart to heart really uplifted me. Somethings that were said, really suprised me but touched me at the same time. It was nice to hear and a change from all the negative bitching that everyone else seems to always be doing.  There is just such a mixture of personalities and comedy and I love the way we have all come together as one big unit. Since everyones different I just find it so entertiaing but its not just the fact I enjoy these peoples company. Its the fact they actual care and are sweet and thoughtfull and would do just about anything to help you.  They make me want to be a better stubbs I know I keep going on about how amazing they are but this is a tribute after all and they really are an amazing bunch of people. So individual and unique.  I hope they enjoy my company as much as I enjoy theres and i hope that I give the same kind of friendship back to them because my friends mean the absoloute world to me right now. Theres so much more I could right about each individual but I would be here for absoloute days just talking about my friendship with  alixandra alone. So i think i will sum it by basicly saying thank you to all my friends because they are such a huge part of my life and like I said they make me want to be a better person (:

Prom

Okaie so this post is about a week late, but something happened this week that made me not really feel like socailising, but I dont really want to talk about that as I need to get things back to normal. So i thought i would write about prom and the amazing night it was and then share a few photos.

I have to say I dont think I have ever been as stressed getting ready. I just wanted everthing to be perfect  on that one specail day but things kept going wrong! In the end I supposed I looked somewhere decent and I really enjoyed the night. It was a shame some of the Supercrew werent there, thats the only thing I think that would have made it better.

I loved my dress, It madee me feel so pretty and well then I went to see alixandraaa and she looked stunning. Everyone did. Trust us two to be the first female there though! getting mugged by the photographer the second we got there. Cant forget elise entrance either in that farari, that was quite spectacualr and her over the top hair was amazing (:

 It was a good night. Everyone dancing together and really enjoying themselfs though I did feel a little sad when I got the feeling I was being avioded by someonee. But ahh well alix soon cheered me up by getting me back on the dance floor and dancing the night away with the legenday leanee (:

All in all it was an amazing night, it all seemed to be over so quickly & it's a little saddening that some of those people I may not see again but it was a good last night with the majority of the class of 2010 together.

Sorted!

Finally everythings sorted! All my silly forms, ema, bus passes and all that lot, done. Postedd. To say its only eleven I've had quite a productive day. I've dropped the nephew off at school all dress up as "Captin BlackBeard" for his pirate party today. Then I walked all the way back up to school to drop a form to actually allow me to go to prom tonight. Then did a spot of last minute shopping down the highstreet and walked all the way back posting the forms as i went.

Now I can focus the rest of my dayy on getting ready for Prom tonighttt (:

Its Mind bottling

Konnichiwa (:

Yeah, this is going to be quite a random pointless post but ahh well I have a few completley unrelated things to blog about :')

So today I had my electronicss exam, last one so I guess that means I've officially left school now. Well until 6th form anyways. Think I havent done my best on the exam though :/ hopefully my project will still get me a high grade just not prehaps the A I was looking for.

Erm nom nom...yesh I have decided to actually do something new with my life this summer. I have actually made an effort to start learning a new language like I said I was going too! Thanks to RickyyLee Ive got off my arse and am attempting to learn Japanese. I hope I do stick with it, cause Japan is quite awsome and I really do want to be able to speak another language.

PROMMMMMM :') is almost here. Im getting quite excited nows. Just 3 days to go! :D

& some reason because my dress is pink & when I was looking for outfits for ADAM HADFIELDS fancy dress party I really really have the urge too dye my hair pink :')

...but knowing me I would want it back blonde after a few weeks and cause Im a girl would probably cry if it didn't go back properlyy cause im sad like that to care about my hair. :P Doesnt mean im still not tempted to go fo the pinkk ;)

Ooo and yeahh I really need a job. Now I have my latest addiction. How cutee  ( kawaii ;p ) is that >.< Think Im developing a thing for pink things.  Just need a few hundredd poundds. Better get savingg! & Now im off for a brew (;

Sketches =D

Okaies so quite recently I've been in a sketching mood alot lately. When I've woke up, I've been sketching or late at night before I go to bed. I guess its cause I haven't draw for fun in a while since i spent most of this year concentrating on my art coursework, therefore drawing things for that. Now I seem to be getting back into some things I haven't drawn in quite a while like anime or manga and some things that I want to improve like drawing peoples faces. So erm yeah I know im not that good an artist but thought I'd share some of the sketches with you in this blog :D  Hopefully if my sketchingg mood stays I will be able to improve myy skills.

Okaie so I did this about a month ago,after I went to see lady Gaga, but i still haven't finished it. I've done quite a dew sketches of lady gaga tbh because she was part of my art coursework but all of these are at school as they needed to be marked. So sadly I cant have them back  or my dress that I made until november :'( I will have to make a new post when I get my work back because I do like a few pieces of it (:

Okaie so heres the next sketch ive done. Its sort or a "scene kid" I suppose but I  guess I find it more interesting to draw as there style is much more unique and I love unique things :) I quite like this but i need more practice at draing hands i think.

So I did this sketch of  the model Bee Pirate Hooker. I don't really like this one. I  thinks I need more practice with coloured pencils and I probably should by a more decent set :')

Kawaii :')

So RickyyLee is compleltly epic and ordered me a hat from the site I found him with loads of japanese stuff :P It is so cute. It came yesterdayy and has cute little cat ears and since I love it so much I thought It deserved to be blogged about :P

So erm yeah this is what it looks like =D. You might recognise it from sailor moon as its the cat artamus I think if my anime knowledge is correct, but dont qoute me I haven't watched sailor moon in a longg timee :P

On a more positive note .. :D

Okaie, so I have just ranted because I felt the need to get that of my chest after last night. But now it's morning and im in a much more positive mood. Things are looking good for the summer. A fun filled summer with the supercreww...people who quite honestlyy I think are some of the most amazing, comical and caring people I have met in my life.  There lots of partys and mini trips to look forward tooo and I can't waittt. It's like that feeling you used to get as a child when you were waiting for santaa to come.

At the moment im really looking forward to  ADAM HADFIELD's fancy dress partyy. I can't wait to get dressed up and see everyonee dressedd up. It is sure to be a good nightt :') If only I knew what to wearr! Theres so many different things I want to go as. At this rate I can see me having coustume changes throughout the night. lols If i can collect togetherr the funds though I think I want to go as an animie character with pink hairr, causee yehh I really want to dyee my hair pink right now :P And how amazinginggyy pretty is this lolita dress? Its soo cuteee. :)

Analasiss >:(

Im sorry but quite frankilyy who do you think you are? Ive not even know you for five minutes yet you feel the need to judge us and look down your nose at us. Sorry..we've done nothing wrong just because your insecure or whatever you problem is don't take it out on us. We were nothing but nice, so I dont see why you feel it necessary to make rude uncalled for, under your breath remarks. Maybe if you had actually tried to got to know us then maybe it would have been ok, but you didn't, you made a snap judgement because of something that was nothing to do with us. We didn't initiate anything, and you know that. So stop trying to spoil are fun and bring the mood down. It is completey uncalled for and I don't need people like you in my life! What I also hate is the fact you have your digs so sneakily, either so we "dont hear" but we actually do or in a jokey way but you full well its intended as offence. But the second we say anything it would start alott of shit and we would be the ones "out of line" which is whyy im sat here ranting because to be quite honest people like you are just not worth the hassel.

Konnichiwa

Konnichiwa (:

Blogging quite alot today. I've just been feeling so random and creative lately. Guess I have to find some way of beating Bordem now im leaving school and all. Just one more exam left now. Then what eight weeks until i start 6th form is it?

I've decided I want to take up some new hobbies this summer. One of them is to learn a new language. I did french and spanish for a few years but i think it would be really good to become fluent in something. Im just not sure what yet. Spanish would probably come in handy and Im pretty sure alix could help mee with that but ive always had wanted to learn Japanese. Think it would be quite difficult since its symbols and all but I think i might give it a go...then id be abe to talk to RickkyySan. Hes loves Japann. Likee Loadss. He knows so much about it, its unreall and he also provided me with pokii from time to time. Yumm :P

I also really want start playing the guitar again. Air guitaring to my favourite songs just isn't the samee :L God knows where Im guna get the funds from to buy a new guitar though. Money is like water, especially with Prom and Adams fancy dress party coming up and then theres mine and alix's trip to London and then Skegg. Not to mention new clothes that need to be bought. Ahh deer I really wish i could find a Saturdayy job. Wouldd solvee so manyy problems.

Geography....Over and Out

I can say, I will never have to do Geographyy again. Just had my Terminal exam today. Not quite sure how it went to be quite honest. It was strange really. Its the first time I think ive come out of exam without the slightest clue how I think Ive done. Guess I will just have to wait and see now. I did so well in my others but I know I havent revised much. Instead I felt the need to learn the chorography to the Telephone videoo :D So I supposed its my own fault. I was really annoided when I realised I had acciedently missed out a question with just 5 minutes left of the exam! So I know ive dropped some marks there. Well at least I got some case studies in and im going to leave it at that cause this will just turn into some bigg boringg ramblee about school workk...so fingers crossed for at least a B then .. (:

Stubbbsss